VOTE FOR ME TO BE ON GLEE!

So, I submitted a video for the Glee audition! And if you still have a myspace account, and have a free minute I would really appreciate the vote. What a cool opportunity right?! CLICK HERE

Thanks again! Hope everyone's doing well! xoxoxo

brightened my day

Oh well in five years time we could be walking round a zoo
With the sun shining down over me and you
And there’ll be love in the bodies of the elephants too
And I’ll put my hands over your eyes, but you’ll peep through

And there’ll be sun sun sun
All over our bodies
And sun sun sun
All down our necks (?)
And sun sun sun
All over our faces
And sun sun sun

So what the heck

Cos I’ll be laughing at all your silly little jokes
And we’ll be laughing about how we used to smoke
All those stupid little cigarettes
And drink stupid wine
Cos it’s what we needed to have a good time

And it was fun fun fun
When we were drinking
It was fun fun fun
When we were drunk
And it was fun fun fun
When we were laughing
It was fun fun fun
Oh it was fun

Oh well I look at you and say
It’s the happiest that I’ve ever been
And I’ll say I no longer feel I have to be James Dean
And she’ll say
Yah well I feel all pretty happy too
And I’m always pretty happy when I’m just kicking back with you

And it’ll be
Love love love
All through our bodies
And love love love
All through our minds
And it be Love love love
All over her face
And Love love love
All over mine


Although maybe all these moments are just in my head
I’ll be thinking ‘bout them as I’m lying in bed
And all that I believe (?) might never really come true
But in my mind I’m havin’ a pretty good time with you

Oh

Five years time
I might not know you
Five years time
We might not speak
Oh
In five years time
We might not get along
In five years time
You might just prove me wrong

Oh there’ll be love love love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love love love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love love love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love love love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love love love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love love love
Wherever you go
There’ll be love love love

-5 years time by Noah and the Whale

4/20...more like 1 Corithians 6:20

So my birthday came and went. i hate those kind of birthdays. God really opened my eyes to many things though; things I knew I needed to act upon but just needed an extra push I suppose. Well, I got it. And if having a rather disappointing birthday means ultimately doing what's best for me, then so be it. BUT, my outfit was wonderful, so that put a smile on my face. I wore a coral colored scoop neck shirt, with my jean jacket and for my skirt, I cut an old black and white polka-dotted dress I wore for a play sophmore year with a black braided belt, black tights, and some tie-up heels from DSW. very pleased. The skirt has wide pleating in the front and was looser towards the bottom, very comfortable. I'm probably going to wear that outfit at some point this weekend when I go home so I will definitely make it a point and to take a picture.

Tomorrow my class got cancelled(so...sad...yeah...) so I get to go home a day early! I am taking the greyhound bus which makes me slightly nervous but mostly excited. I get excited by random things the majority of the time. I love driving and listening to my ipod and just thinking. wooo molly time. This weekend I'm going to see my sister's play; she's doing willy wonka and she is Veruca Salt(if you knew her you'd realize she was exactly type casted-but she's my sister and I love her none the less), I'm going to a cookout at my friend's house, and hopefully at some point getting my hair done and going to the cheesecake factory for my birthday! I can't wait to see my friends and family. They have NO idea how much I miss them all; I never thought it would be this hard to be away from them. But they truly can not be replaced.

I really, really, really need to start keeping up with my designers. I've been slacking so bad and I say this in almost every post which means it's completely true. These next 3 weeks I am going to have to work until I can't see anymore, or function due to lack of sleep. Lovely. 4 tests, 4 finals, 2 weeks, AND finishing applications for transferring, ANDD FAFSA. Lord be with me these next few weeks...

I'd more than love to get this bag from Urban Outfitters for my birthday. I can dream... Oh, and these pictures are just from another adventure Lisa, TJ and I took about 2 weeks ago.
XOXO

twenty!!

Tomorrow, I will officially have been alive for TWENTY YEARS. crazy! Today's one of my best friend's birthdays(and how weird is this: her birthday is the 18th, mine's the 19th of april, her mom and my mom both have feb 17th birthdays!) and i wish I could be with her to celebrate it. We've been together for about 15/20 birthdays thus far. Getting old is zero fun. I was talking to my mom yesterday and i was telling her that I don't think my birthday is going to be that great this year due to me being stuck at college with little money and class on monday. She told me that's what life's about, sacrificing and doing what needs to be done before thinking about yourself sometimes. :( Maybe I don't want to be mature, maybe I want to skip class, drive home, go to high school again and have everyone shower me with "happy birthdays!" and tons of balloons, have my dad make my favorite salmon dinner, and spend time with my family. Sad thoughts. On the other hand, my dad always taught to have a pessimistic attitude about these types of things: "A pessimist is never disappointed." He's right. So if I just tell myself not extraordinarily exciting is going to happen, when something semi-exciting occurs I'll be caught off guard and overjoyed!

I haven't been writing a lot lately! Life has just been, not hectic, but...I think life has just been like "discover me! there's so many paths you can take, and here's what you have to do to get them. you ready?"...if that makes any sense at all. I 100% know i want to go in to fashion now, and I'm more than thankful God has given me that oppoturnity to excel in something I am so passionate about. Last night I went to my first toga party(man, I sound like such a stereotypical college kid right not)! Although it took me about 45 minutes to create a comfortable, somewhat modest toga, it was accomplished. Sorry lauren, I only managed to get one picture the whole night, and all I had available at the time was my Blackberry camera! I'm angry with myself for that one. It was fun to dance and have a crazy night, you need those every once in a while. The point of my story: as soon as I walked in a girl goes "That's not a toga! That looks like something I'd wear out on a normal night!" I know I have that fashion instinct in me, now it's up to me to channel it and take control of my life and not let life take control of me!



Tonight we're going out for my roommate's and my birthday as well! Don't know which restaurant we're going to, any suggestions? That's one of the nice things about Columbus, it's very ecclectic in the sense of food, except healthy organic food. The closest we have to that is Jason's Deli.

I Hope everyone has a wonderful week! And if it's anyone else's birthday who's reading this: HAPPYBIRTHDAY! And Lauren, I love you ridiculous amounts! You're amazing. We're such a lesbian couple.

XOXOX

holy moly

I haven't written anything in over a week. weird. I suppose my life hasn't been worthy of a post lately. In fact, I will sum it up in a short list:
1. boo allergies
2. MYBIRTHDAYISINAWEEK
3. awkward parties are awkward
4. i need to start eating healthier
5. as always, i can't contain my want for a new/revived wardrobe
6. i wish spring/summer didn't suck all motivation out of me

I think that is all for now.

ps. great movie:

xoxox